[WE 163] Make a change

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Firstly, I did not blame anyone for who I am today because it is no one's fault. They bring me up in the best way they know how and I can't hate them for that and also I'm now an adult, it's now my duty to make the decision on my own.

I can't resent my parent for the actions they take while growing up because I know they did it for my benefits. I didn't really live with my parent growing up and if I could change one thing, I will change that decision.

I started living with my grandma when I was eight years old and I'm always under her supervision, she will not allow me to leave her sight for two minutes she always wants me around which deprived me a lot of things.

She was overprotective, never allowed me to go to any social gathering, always indoor if I'm was not in school which add to my introverted life, I still find myself a little uncomfortable when I'm in some social gathering even as an adult.

Even though I change that now nothing would change but at the same time, if I can change something about my upbringing I would like to change the introverted lifestyle and be more socialize, having a lot of friends and explore more. I wish to give my children what I couldn't get.

On the second thought, I don't wish to change anything about my upbringing because the way I was brought up made who I am today. Grew up in a calm and quiet place and with someone who know how to care for her grandchild, I wouldn't want to change anything about that. Changing anything about it means ruining the best memories I have with my grandma even though she was overprotective.

This is my participation to the #weekend-engagement week #163. Thanks to @galenkp for this great initiative.

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