[WE 154]

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I have imagined it time without number, what my life would have been like if I have lived in a different place. Would my life be different from the current life I'm leading now?

The answer to the question is yes, I have wished I lived with my cousin when she got married. I loved it that I lived with my grandma but I lose a lot of opportunities because of that. There are lot of things I would have achieve if I have followed her then.

Staying with my grandma, I was the one looking after her not the other way round. I can not leave her alone so I was unable to learn the handwork the others are learning because of that and when she died I was left alone to do everything by myself.

Maybe if I have followed my cousin then the story could have been different. Me and my cousin share the same passion which is fashion designing. She love to make dress and that is what she learn as an handwork unlike me who was unable to do something I have passion for in my prime and when I think I have time to learn it, I also have to work in other to survive.

The last time we saw each other and I told her how much I struggled and how I wish I have followed her then when she asked me to leave with her when she got married but the love of my grandma does not allow me to, I don't want to leave my grandma alone.

It's all in the past now, it is a wish which remain as a wish forever, it only remain maybe, if maybe I have lived in a different place maybe I would have achieve my dream.

This is my participation to the #weekend-engagement week #154. Thanks to @galenkp for this great initiative and opportunity.

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