A Breadwinner

Can you describe how hard to be a breadwinner?
From my experience ,since i started working. i am the sole breadwinner.It has been a challenge to me because i am not well-being educated and just a high school graduate,I cannot support my studies through college of so much financial problems that even foods we can barely have.
I chose to work far, in the city where i can get a decent job to support my family just even help i can give.
It was my way of helping to them because i am the eldest and they needed me so much and be taking in charge,
Being the breadwinner is not so easy , your living on yoir own, adjustments is needed; new home, new environment and a job. My father has a job but it is really not enough for us to live quite easy.
Its not a free choice for me at first but i have to, especially its new for me.
At first, its a birden for me bit eventually in trying times, i am earning good monthly savings and enough to give my family some of my salary and for myself since i only rents a small room that enough for me, first months of my work, i hardly give myself a quality times and only some time that i work even its my day off so that i can get a little high salary.
And years of being one, i am getting used to it and i sent my sister to a state college, since she is a scholar, but i needed to give her weekly allowance, and since then, she graduated and now she is currently working in a production company and just like me, she is now also helping our family in terms of finances.
So for me a breadwinner is someone who has responsibilty and duty for the family, its tough but when you knew what your family needs, you will surely help even if it is difficult. I am happy seeing my family is in good hands.

Thats all i want to share.