Inktober Bait (a big late)

I'm a bit behind on #inktober but ill try to catch up! Here's my drawing for #bait which was the prompt two days ago...!

So this is a bit personal one.. its the bait that makes me go into any trap. love and beauty, desire..
sometimes its enough for me, and the whole world is shining glory - i am utterly high on just the fact that this being exists and that in moments he will share his existence and beautiful flesh with me.
other times its not that simple, when these moments are so few..
I have to be careful not to fall in the trap that is only woven by myself in the end..

here's a little wip and reference photo