Heartfelt confession

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What if I tell that I have dreamt of you in the past 3 nights.
will you ever understand how I feel?
I want to make you feel happy but I see that my attitude her making you feel bad instead.
am I acting weird? because I stay nearly mute any time I see you and it doesn't make me feel okay.
because I believe you're already trying to study me in that attitude?
I want to make you my girlfriend and I want to be happy with you?
am lonely and am not happy about it😞
I cried sometimes in the dark? I pray to have you has mine but I also ask God to make you happy with your decision.
i just want to be happy and same time I don't want to make you feel uncomfortable around.
please understand me and make me okay.

thanks for replying back to my chat..
and also I love you but I can also loose you for another guy but for now I pray I have because it will surely hurt me to let go or loose you just like.

hope you see this one day