substance abuse followup post

the teen that knocked
that i declined
(see also @dunstuff/my-battle-with-substance-abuse-1)
another tried, succeeded

i been in for 4 years
its been vicious
and im ready to get out
... and heres how this shit went down XD

i had some savings
about $1000
cos id been saving on bills (cook and clean) by eating at the shelter
and it was good food
still is, (bt im in recollection point of storytime)
and a friend ...
to use hunting terms
had 1/2 a beast available
and i have freezer space
so i thought, fk it, why not

i finally told him today, that i couldnt watch his ecline, as his was dragging me with
the empathy thing
well, he needs someone to smoke with
i told many moons back, plz dont dink here
it seems to have fallen on deaf ears
so .. yeah
perhaps my less dependaance can ...i dunno
lead by example?

which leads me to ...

ive decided to sober up ( 25y)
and dedicate to cats instead
plz fund cattery
a grand dont come for free -mike skinner - the streets

my probelm with doing these posts,
is im too connected at all times. 'its the screens man
see also

the NAS
is autism? if we rely less on the digital vibes areound us,
and start, like, community-ing again...

sorry, irecently been watching the dystopia stuff xD