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wow
i cant even process it
you were here
and then you werent
user has left the chat
how
why
i feel a bit of a burden in myself
i knew something was up
and i waned to talk with yu about it
but then the app stopped doing the thing with the privacy
and i never gave you my number
i never pulled you aside and told you that i could see your pain
and i wanted to help
another story told
another book closed

processing
it...
at least there's some closure
closure doesn't help the never having the chat again
to see the smile
but at least you know
at least, as bad as the dreams be when u close your eyes
at least you can sleep, knowing.
small plus in an otherwise drowning pool of sorrow
know that she had us
know that we have you