#ULOG 004 for Month 7: A Pea For Thought

I am in a sober mood today. My hormones failed to do the task of being a chemical messenger to make my brain cells behave in a certain way. I feel restless. I still longed for the comfort of my sweat drenched mattress.

It was my eldest daughter's birthday the other day. I feel bad that I was not able to give a party or even just a snacks for her classmates. Though her father sent me a message and pictures via messenger that she bought an ice cream and cake for her during their dinner last night.

My three kids are staying with my in-laws during weekdays, and I just take them with me every Friday after my classes and I am ushering them back every Sunday afternoon.

Sitting idly as of the moment, I happened to glance from my phone images at a quote that I took one time when I was unwinding with a friend in a restobar.

Satirical as it is, I smiled in irony. People tend to change. A lot. Specially when being hurt. That was what I used to say my better half turned bitter. I was meek during our first years though with a series of unresolved arguments which lead to unworthy violence, a fierced dragon in me surfaced.

Ohhh here I am blubbering again. Some things are just really not within our grasp for the taking and it happened due to the alignment of the constellation in someones' universe. Que sera sera. What will be, will be. As what a famous song used to say.

Good Lord, recess time is up. I got to start my flight to the fourth floor for my next two classes. Grrrrr..... I feel so tired and lazy today. Wishing a positive mantra to keep me going. And perhaps smiling. Been using too many face muscles this past days. Can't help frowning. But yeah, life is too short to be just wasted for those negativities.

I prefer to SMILE today even if it doesn't reach my eyes.

And I have high hopes that I will have enough fund for the repair of my classroom. My children deserves some decent place which will be conducive to their learning.

https://steemit.com/upfundme/@drahries/upfundme-13-please-help-me-repair-my-room

May you have a glorious day too.

Truly yours,
@drharies.

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