Gibberish (Novermber 03)

On the third day of my commitment to write every day in November, I am already out of ideas. After going over many communities, I think I found the best one to write about something for today.

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Well, here I am for the first time in this community.

So, what will I write about today?

It is obvious, that I will be writing about the emotions and feelings I am having now. One thing I learned now, is that emotions and feelings are two different things, well I knew that but what I did not know is that feelings are the conscious manifestations of experience and emotions can be both conscious and subconscious. When I read it, it made sense, now after reading what I have written, I am confused! (What is confusion? A feeling or an emotion?)

The more I am giving conscious thoughts, the more I am getting confused!

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Recently I have taken a bold decision. Although that was a decision fueled by emotion. But I am thinking -

• Is the decision a correct one?
• Will it backfire?
• Was my life better off?
• Will I remain a failure?

Are these emotions or feelings I do not know, but I know this much I am feeling nervous and I am confused because of the conflicts.

Also, I am afraid! I am afraid to break the comforting glass I have built to cover myself.

No matter whether I stay on the old path or take a step in the new direction, I need to do a lot of work, but for some reason, I am unable to do any. I am panicking about not doing anything which is not helping in any way!

I wish I could stay calm, and have the minimum confidence in me to take any challenge head-on!

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I am not finding any more words to craft sentences, so my gibberish will stop here.

Be happy! Stay strong! Be amazing!