7/17/22

Been a weird day or so. Work was weird. Said some things I shouldn't have. Not like ugly or argumentative or anything like that. In fact, quite the opposite. I don't know anymore man.

But yeah. I slept a lot, caved and bought a month of PlayStation Plus. With how stressed I've been, gaming has been an a fantastic outlet. I also bought like literally two snacks, and some bread for PB + J, some ramen.

I just get so paranoid and stressed man. Life is an actual bitch sometimes. I hate spending money.

On the bright side, I met some dude about my age on Madden. He plays college football and apparently has visited two pro teams?

Not sure how that works. Probably lying for all I know. The dude does seem pretty nice though and we chatted on along pretty great. I don't know. It was just a pretty nice encounter I guess. Talking to humans can be nice sometimes.

I mentioned how I am a sports nerd and was a decent athlete in my day once upon a time. I'm only 27, I probably still am LOLLLLLLLLLLL.

The guy said I have a good IQ for football, asked if I ever considered coaching. Coaching would be fun. interesting that he brought it up.

He does seem like a legit jock and everything that I can gather simply by hearing his voice. He knew his stuff on boxing, that's for sure. He said his name is Devon and he's from Georgia.

Pretty cool stuff. My son is over now, and he's taking a nap. I'm about to join him.

Video games are so fun and addicting. Perhaps I should seriously post a bunch more Madden content. I like it, who the hell cares what others think?

Madden content, card content, sports content. Soon hopefully book reviews and more of my usual.

I don't know, I feel so blah and just whacked in the head sometimes, I feel like it mostly stems from worry and worrying about what others may think, but personally there aren't many others around.

Blah. Life is weird. Hive on folks.